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When
we are about to pick a career, we will probably ask ourselves some or
all of the following questions: Will a job in this field pay the
bills and perhaps help me save some extra money? Is it something I am
good at and would I enjoy doing it for the rest of my life? Is it
making the world a better or a worse place? Is it useful for and
well-regarded by society?
Sometimes
there might be a conflict between ideology (what you would like to do
or what may contribute most to society) and financial or economic
necessity. We may sacrifice the job we most enjoy for the sake of a
job that may be our second or third choice, yet which ends up being
safer economically speaking. This happens quite often since we all
want to bring home the bacon and survive in this competitive world.
So many would-be poets and philosophers fall victim to financial
needs and necessities and never fulfill their latent talent and innate
potential.
It
is a shame that this should happen, and it is a luxury for the few
who can effectively live off the gains of their chosen profession.
Others, of course, choose so-called lucrative and generally desirable
jobs, such as lawyers or doctors, and if they do so out of genuine
love for the field and not because they are solely out for
materialistic gain, those people can consider themselves extremely
lucky in life.
I
consider myself in this very category although my profession
(teaching) is generally not as well-paid as it should be (well whose
is really?) and despite being a close second on my list of careers
(writing would be first, with directing movies being a very distant
and improbable dream of mine).
My
initial choice of writing goes all the way back to the
innocence (euphemism for gullibility) of childhood. It was the need
for creative self-expression coupled with the promise of fame and
fortune. That was the dream. The reality is that all my income
associated with writing so far may (at best) cover the annual
expenses of pen and ink (yes, I am aware we are living in a
technological age, hence see the irony / lack of income here?).
It
is my second job that keeps me afloat, namely out of the reach of
poverty and it provides (thank God) enough for my family and me.
Teaching is also a passion of mine, and it is, in fact, not too
difficult to build a bridge between the two fields. So the good news
is that I can combine both teaching and writing in different ways as
they are more cousins than strangers to each other.
However,
the other day, in one of my more pensive and inquisitive moods, I was
asking myself not about material aspects but about the utility of my
profession. Certainly, I consider it being a necessary service to others; a kind of sharing what I know with those who would need or
benefit from those particular skills and knowledge.
It is my hope and desire to transmit some of my passion, love and
interest for this wondrous field by making students see the world and
their lives differently via the lens of arts and humanities. It is
indeed the most rewarding feeling to have students personally or via
evaluations thank me for the help I have provided them. All of this
validates me and my chosen profession, and I sincerely hope I can
engage student and reader alike, or even better, perhaps infect them
with this joie de vivre, this beauty of life in all its artful
and colorful representations.
But,
both feet firmly back in reality, is my profession really
useful for society? Do you need teachers to learn a language these
days or to analyze a text or to philosophize? I taught myself Spanish
without ever paying for a single lesson. I used a host of books plus
lived in a Spanish-speaking country to improve my language skills. My
most productive analysis was done not under university pressure but
on my own spare time. And my writing improved through continuous
practice (some of it on this very same blog!) and not so much from my
schooling, which, however, did get the ball rolling in certain ways.
So
we can see that to a large degree learning can be done at the comfort
of one's homes once you are equipped with a reasonably fast and
reliable Internet connection. In fact, in our day and age, more and
more people are becoming auto-didactic, teaching themselves the
necessary skills via books and useful resources on the Internet. Are
we teachers then as replaceable as cashiers in grocery stores? Can a
computer do the same (God forbid an even better) job as we do?
In
other words, how useful is teaching since I am not visibly
constructing anything, no new buildings, no musical compositions, no
observable lasting legacy? My writing is there visible and
accessible, but if it lacks readership it becomes worthless.
What
then would be examples of really useful jobs out there? Usefulness
can be measured by how often and in what kind of situations we would
contact or recur to a person from that particular field. This is a
rather loose but somewhat useful (!) definition for our purposes
here.
In
times of medical emergency, who would you call? You would call a
doctor or paramedic, of course. If you have a friend in that
profession, she would be extremely useful. When
doctors manage to treat or cure a child's illness, there is no limit
to the feeling of gratitude. Doctors fulfill a need that is
unparalleled in comparison to others, and we can easily add to the
gamut of medicine, surgeons, pharmacists, nurses and so
forth. Not to forget, dentists who can get rid of that nagging and throbbing toothache of yours.
Who
do we call when we feel threatened? We would call the police. Again
their appearance leading to the elimination of the threat will make
us want to shower them with abundant feelings of gratitude. So if
your friend or neighbor is a police officer, they will be the ones
you would contact in such situations, or else it would be the 911
call for help. We can easily add firefighters to this list and again
a big thank you to all of these people who risk their lives for our
safety!
Who
do you call when your toilet is overflowing or there is a flood in
your basement? A plumber friend will be the one who can save you from
a mess and a hefty bill. What do you do when your computer does not
work? The computer expert friend will be contacted, and we will feel
extremely obliged for their help. The lawyer friend will be contacted when you need
immediate legal advice or if you are in a legal tight spot. Who do
you call when there is a ghost in your fridge? Ghost-busters, of
course, you catch my drift.
But
when would you call a teacher? A grammatical question or spelling
errors can be dealt with online or with the right handbook. A writer?
Sure, he can help you write your application letter, but on the scale
of usefulness, this is not that high or immediate. A philosopher?
Never really. In terms of serious trouble, a psychologist or priest
would be preferred over someone who would only sow doubts in your
already troubled and muddled mind.
So
my question is this: Is the trio of jobs above really useful? Do they
contribute to society in significant ways? I am not sure. Maybe, or
maybe not. But one thing I do take comfort in: At least I am not
willingly causing harm to others as weapon or drug dealers do.
Put
differently, my goal is to help people. And entertain them and give
them something to smile and think about. Along the way, my writing
and ideas may cause temporary confusion. So be it. Out of confusion
comes clarity and out of chaos order. And if this post was not
“useful,” please bear with me; I will try harder next time
around, or else I will be forced to look for an actually useful
pass-time.
2 comments:
Great blogs really inspired me ,and makes me think a lot after reading. I couldn't agree more with your view. However,I found teachers and writers have the ability of transferring their knowledge and thoughts into students/readers minds which could possibly change somebody's attitude towards his life within one single sentence. That's the beauty of having power of words and this part amazed me. It's true that I probably would not call my instructors when I am in trouble. But, I will not forget to whom taught me and prepared me to become "useful" in future.
(Btw I like your teaching method the best in the college , I did learn a lot.)
-by one of your students :)
Thank you for your kind words and, more importantly,for your beautiful thoughts.
Your comments validate me on so many levels. As an instructor, this is what I hope for in my students, to have been "useful" for their future. Words can be very powerful indeed, and my intent is to use them for good and for the benefit of others.
I am also impressed by the depth and critical thinking that you demonstrate here. Thank you so much for sharing this with me; it certainly made my day, if not week or month : )
Best wishes,
Arash
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